Ever Since You Left

[Verse 1]
I'm not alright, it's not alright
I am missing you tonight
As I write you lullabies
You are sleeping by his side
But I'm not angry, I'm not angry
I'm just waiting, I'm still waiting to get over it
To get over it
I'm not okay, it's not okay
I still miss you every day
I was standing in our way
But I assure you I have changed

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'm not dying, I'm not dying
But I'm trying, I've been trying
Ever since you left
Ever since you left

[Chorus]
I keep trying to sleep
But you're haunting me
You're haunting me
And I just wanna rest
But you're in my head
'Cause you and I bleed the same red
You and I bleed the same

[Verse 2]
I'm not useless, I'm not useless
Or so says my therapist
I'd be better off and bettеr yet
With electro-shock trеatment
But I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy
Okay maybe, okay maybe
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
I'm not upset, I'm not upset
I'm just trying to forget
'Cause all the memories we split
Live in a box under my bed

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'm not dying, I'm not dying
But I'm trying, I've been trying
Ever since you left
Ever since you left

[Chorus]
I keep trying to sleep
But you're haunting me
You're haunting me
And I just wanna rest
But you're in my head
'Cause you and I bleed the same red
You and I bleed the same

[Bridge]
What did you do to me, darling?
What did you do to me, darling?
What did you do to me, darling?
What did you do to me, darling?
Dear, 'cause

[Chorus]
I keep trying to sleep
But you're haunting me
You're haunting me
And I just wanna rest
But you're in my head
'Cause you and I bleed the same red
You and I bleed the same