트라우마 (Trauma)
[엑소 "트라우마" 가사]
[Refrain: Chen]
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[Verse 1: D.O, Baekhyun]
내 맘속의 오랜 villain
셀 수 없이 맘을 찔린
No, ooh, 기억이 내게 미칠
No, ooh, 그 잔혹함의 지침, eh, eh
[Pre-Chorus: Suho, Chen, Xiumin, Kai]
(Oh-eh-eh) 잊을 만하면 또 다시, oh, yeah
(Oh-eh-eh) 익숙한 화면 속 같이, oh, yeah
되살아나는 상처
피하다 매번 다쳐 (맘을 다쳐, yeah)
알아 나만 이렇겠어?
뭐 나만 이렇겠어?
[Chorus: Baekhyun, D.O, Chen]
기억 너머, 작은 문 (애써 잠궈둔 문)
열어버려 끝없이 (이젠, 열어둬)
들이마신 숨 (가득 마셔 더)
고를 때까지
기억 속에 버려둘, 잊어가도 되는 일
털어버려 툭 별거 아닌 일
잊을 때까지, 끝까지
기억 속에 버려둘, 이제 별거 아닌 일
[Verse 2: Kai, Baekhyun]
독한 기억들만 마셔, yeah-eh-eh
점점 깊이 맘에 박혀, yeah-eh-eh
세게 다그치고, 몰아붙여
습관적인 자책마저, eh, eh
[Pre-Chorus: D.O, Xiumin, Suho, Baekhyun]
(Oh-eh-eh) 어쩔 수 없던 것까지, oh, yeah
(Oh-eh-eh) 깊이 우거진 곁가지, oh, yeah
잘라내 남김없이
하나도 남김없이 (미련 없이, yeah)
이게 나를 위한 최선
더 날카로운 시선
[Chorus: Kai, Chen, Suho, Baekhyun]
기억 너머, 작은 문 (애써 잠궈둔 문)
열어버려 끝없이 (이젠, 열어둬)
들이마신 숨 (가득 마셔 더)
고를 때까지
기억 속에 버려둘, 잊어가도 되는 일
털어버려 툭 별거 아닌 일
잊을 때까지, 끝까지
기억 속에 버려둘, 이제 별거 아닌 일
[Refrain: Xiumin]
La-la-la-la-la, la
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[Verse 3: Chanyeol, Sehun]
늘 끝없던 어둠, 속에 켜는 불
더 크게 열어둘 나를 가둔 문
Jump on the scene, hit you with the lean
가벼워진 마음으로 느낀 떨림
끝도 없이 날 깨우던 악몽은
내가 셋 세면 싹 사라져
뜨거워진 내 안을 태워 모두
한결 가벼워지는 나의 하루, ayy
순간을 뛰어넘어, ayy
나를 가둔 벽을 넘어, ayy
똑똑히 봐, 지금 내 눈앞에
무너지는 어제의 trauma, ayy
[Pre-Chorus: Kai, Suho, Chen, Xiumin]
(Ooh) 끝없이 베이고 다친, oh, yeah
(Ooh) 기억을 지우기까진, oh, yeah
시간이 필요했어
더 많이 참아냈어 (이겨냈어, yeah)
태양을 내게 끌어당겨
Oh, 시작되는 반전
[Chorus: D.O, Suho, Baekhyun, Xiumin]
기억 너머, 작은 문 (애써 잠궈둔 문)
열어버려 끝없이 (이젠, 열어둬)
크게 쉬는 숨 (새로 채워 널)
내 맘 가득히
기억 속에 버려둘 (Baby)
잊어가도 되는 일
멀리 다시 분 바람 끝까지 (끝까지, 끝까지)
이제 더 멀리, 더 멀리
보란듯이 이겨내 달라지는 내 눈빛 (달라지는 내 눈빛)
[Refrain: Kai]
La-la-la-la-la, la
La-la-la-la-la, la
La-la-la-la-la, la
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The long-lived villain in my heart
Who pierced my heart countless times
My memories a guideline
To the brutality to be imposed on me
Once I’m about to forget, it comes again, oh yeah
Like what you’d see on a familiar screen, oh yeah
The wounds come back to life
I try to avoid them but get hurt every time (My heart gets hurt)
I know, it can’t just be me
Yeah, it can’t just be me
A small door, past my memories (that I’d locked shut)
Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open)
I take in a breath (and another deep breath)
Until l can catch my breath
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something I could let myself forget
Shake it off, just like that, it’s not much at all
Until I forget, until the end
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something that now is not much at all
I only take in my toxic memories
Growing more deeply embedded in my heart
They force me further, corner me
Even my habitual self-blame
Even the things I couldn’t help, oh yeah
The things deeply overgrown around me, oh yeah
Cut them off, without exception
Leave nothing behind (without hesitation)
This is the best thing I can do for myself
With a sharper gaze
A small door, past my memories (that I’d locked shut)
Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open)
I take in a breath (and another deep breath)
Until l can catch my breath
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something I could let myself forget
Shake it off, just like that, it’s not much at all
Until I forget, until the end
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something that now is not much at all
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La la la la la la
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La la la la la la
Inside the always endless darkness, I turned on a light
I’ll open the door locking me in even further
Jump on the scene, hit you with the lean
I felt an excitement with my lightened heart
The nightmares that endlessly woke me from my sleep
Disappear as I count to three
I let my heated insides burn
Making my day feel much Iighter
Surpassing the moment
Making it past the walls that held me in
Watch closely, in front of me
The traumas of yesterday fall apart
Until I could erase the memories, oh yeah
Of being endlessly out and hurt, oh yeah
I needed some time
I put up with so much more (I overcame it, yeah)
I draw the sun to myself
Oh, and change begins
A small door, past my memories (that I’d locked shut)
Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open)
I take in a breath (and fill you anew)
Filling my heart
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something I could let myself forget
With the wind beginning to blow anew
Let it blow further, and further
I overcome it as I’m about to show them
How my gaze is changing
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