Sugar High

Hard
I've fallen hard again
My thoughts they just keep caving in
I try so hard but everything I do I'll just screw it up again
I try so hard but everything I build just keeps on falling down again
A smile
Seems so difficult
A mask is all the people want to see

A happy little pill is maybe all I need
I can help myself before all the pain gets worse
The world has gotten to me a little sugar is all I need

It's a sugar high
Is it really so wrong if it feels so right
I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now
Just a little more
I wanna feel it more
Take it away from me and I will scream out loud
It's a sugar high

Hard
I've fallen hard again
But now I have a way to numb the pain
Have I gone blind
Cause I can't seem to find another cure to make me sane
I've lost my mind
Cause red is blue and one is two and nothing's in its place
I'm not the person that I used to be
Cause now I rule everything but me

A happy little pill I know is all I need
I know I'm helping myself
The pain cant get any worse
The world has gotten to me a little sugar is all I need

It's a sugar high
Is it really so wrong if it feels so right
I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now
Just a little more
I wanna feel it more
Take it away from me and I will scream out loud
It's a sugar high

And it's killing me inside
I can tell that it's not right
I'm not who I used to be
It haunting me
And it takes my energy
But it's everything to me
My mind's an awful mess
But I can't seem to stop it

A happy little pill is now controlling me
I know its hurting me
The pain just keep getting worse
The world means nothing to me now the sugar is everything

It's a sugar high
Is it really so wrong if it feels so right
I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now
Just a little more
I wanna feel it more
Take it away from me and I will scream out loud
It's a sugar high