fantasma

I go ghost for some months
Got no time to bring it up
But for the raps, I'm loaded up
So sit the fuck down and hush
I've been
Doing different shit
But I'm back
Rapping bitch
Midlife crisis's
Got my fingers typing hits
Typing this and typing that
To the max
I write my life inside these raps
Purely facts
Financially the family good
My mental wack
The demons in my head
Shit, they keep fighting back

Try to pay no mind to it
But it keeps climbing in
Telling myself that I'm worthless
And I'm gonna die like this
Convos with my girl
She said
"Take your time with this"
But I feel like I'm losing
All the time that I get

That's when I ghost
They don't know where I go
Location on the low
So I be chilling on my own
Just got the folks
That's really all I know
Young Jay from the east coast
My mental on the ropes, so
Leave me lone
Leave me lone
Leave me lone
Bitch
Fuck they know?
No more slow
I'm on go
Bitch
Underground
Been my sound
Boom bap flows
Bitch
Take me out
Still ain't down
Stand ten toes
Bitch
Stand on my ground
Crazy with the sound
I go round after round
They gonna notice Young Jay now
I've been
In the district
Living through the mix shit
Noticing the horse shit
They could never pull him
Who's him?
That's Jose A
MX great
A 9-5 isn't my fate
Push the music weight
Impatient, I can't wait
Just a ghost from upstate
I want my flowers when I'm breathing
Bitch don't hesitate