Contradictions

All the blood on my face
She just laughs, calls it fate
Now I don't know who to trust
I'm fucking over the hate
Have visions, cutting my limbs off
"Cutting ties", like, who are you?
Who are you?

& in the end
I don't want to go back
I don't want all of that
I was feeling like i'm safe
But I found me crawling back
I'm feeling fucking dumb
I forget, who are you?
Like, who are you?

I want all of you
But have I thought this through
I'm mixing liquor, it's driving me crazy
How do I do this? like that?
Lowkey, want to go right back
I don't want to feel that way anymore

Be real with me
Don't want you here with me
But I still feel these things where I want you here with me
I know it's not good but
The truth, it hides above us
In my dreams I just want us
I think it's best if you go
Yeah, pressure give bloody nose
I smell it in my airways
I kind of want to go
Don't think I can't handle this
I kind of want to wait
Shit I don't feel the same
Should I forget your name ?

& in the end
I don't want to go back
I don't want all of that
I was feeling like i'm safe
But I found me crawling back
I'm feeling fucking dumb
I forget, who are you?
Like, who are you?

I want all of you
But have I thought this through
I'm mixing liquor, it's driving me crazy
How do I do this? like that?
Lowkey, want to go right back
I don't want to feel that way anymore