Land of Denial

I could never get into meditation
cll the white noise in my head testing my patience
Oh, I could crack a cold one and alleviate the symptoms
But I keep holding on to something that's gone like nothing will ever change

When I think no one cares and the odds are against me
I retreat to the deepest corners of my mind
When I stay too long I get caught in open endings
Got to wake up, wake up there's nowhere to hide

Ooh, Lost in the Land of Denial
See the truth through the smoke and mirrors that surround - all around Ooh, Lost in the Land of Denial
What are you afraid of now? (afraid)

I'm no stranger to self-medication
If it feels good, give me more - I'll beat myself up later
I could run a marathon and never turn the TV on
But I can't live in this reality - it's gonna be the Death of Me