Old Self

Punch my lights out or kiss me sweetly
I can't control my fate
There's a freak show that lives within me
I can't control my brain

I am always getting high, so high
But I come down hard every time
And I have tried to set my demons free
Guess I like their sick company

If I told my old self it'll be okay, it'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better?
If I told my old self it'll be okay, it'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better?
Would I be better now?

Told my old self
If I told my old self

Would I be, would I be
Would I be better, oh

The architects left me with a half-built palace by the sea
Floors of marble, a big sky ceiling that rains all over me

I am always getting high, so high
But I come down hard every time
And I have tried to set my demons free
But they've dug their claws in so deep

If I told my old self it'll be okay, it'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better?
If I told my old self it'll be okay, it'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better now?
Would I be better?
Would I be better?
Would I be better?
If I told my old self

Would I be, would I be
Would I be better

If I told my old self
If I told my old self
If I told my old self
If I told my old self it'll be okay, it'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better now?