This Is Fine

Standing in the rain smoking one last cigarette
I swear I'm gonna quit but I always seem to forget

Now you're staring back at me and my drunken silhouette
Passed out on the floor can't remember what I said

But it's just a little hit to help me sleep
Gotta get out
Gotta get out
Yeah I need to breathe

Cos my mind plays all these tricks on me in the dark
Gotta get out
Gotta get out
Before I fall apart

This time
I really really really really really really need a sign

Cos I
I can't keep telling myself that this is fine
Oh this is fine

Fells like all these eyes are staring back me
Was it something that I said or am I just a fucking creep
I'm a hundred million miles from the shore
Swimming against the currents but I don't know what it's for

So it's just another hit to help me sleep
Gotta get out
Gotta get out
Yeah I need to breathe

Cos my mind plays all these tricks on me in the dark
Gotta get out
Gotta get out
Before I fall apart

This time
I really really really really really really need a sign

Cos I
I can't keep telling myself that this is fine
Oh this is fine

Yeah you always said
Too much of that stuffs gunna wreck your head
Now I wish stayed in bed
Waking up tomorrow feeling like I'm dead

This time
I really really really really really really need a sign

Cos I
I can't keep telling myself that this is fine
Oh this is fine