Dom McLennon

lately i’ve been smiling,
but under i’ve been muddy,
i’ve been on the same shit,
since fucking 2012, see

i’m feeling like i’m lucky,
i’m feeling a little bubbly,
i’m feeling like my right to speak
should be taken from me,

i’m feeling like i don’t belong,
in this fucking country,
on this fucking planet
is where i don’t want to be.

yeah, shit gets hard,
in my house it’s never sunny,
feeling like im muddy,
arms are sorta bloody,

dom mclennon,
yeah my words are flowing from me,
lyrically gifted,
but my words won’t even help me

and i don’t even know,
if i’ll get to 2020,
people say they love me,
but i find it kinda funny,

yeah life is just a game,
sometimes i feel deranged,
like all the words i ever say,
are just a simulation,

i’m happy when it rains,
when the clouds feed my pain,
when my wrists scream and say,
“please don’t hurt me, i’ve had enough.”

“a diamond in the rough?”
nah, not even close enough,
i’m just a little boy
who thought that he’d be good enough,

i’m just a little toy,
in this little game of us,
i’m just a little boy,
who though that he’d be good enough.

lately i’ve been smiling,
but under i’ve been muddy,
i’ve been on the same shit,
since fucking 2012, see

i’m feeling like i’m lucky,
i’m feeling a little bubbly,
i’m feeling like my right to speak
should be taken from me,

i’m feeling like i don’t belong,
in this fucking country,
on this fucking planet
is where i don’t want to be.

yeah, shit gets hard,
in my house it’s never sunny,
feeling like im muddy,
arms are sorta bloody

dom mclennon,
yeah my words are flowing from me,
lyrically gifted,
but my words won’t even help me