Abomination

Take my inspiration
From all the ones that I know
I am an abomination
Just saying what I was told
Can't stop myself from pacing
Anxiety in control
Can't stop myself from fainting
They left me cold in the snow

Feeling unimportant
Finding ways to just avoid it
Thoughts inside they stuck
I boarded up my brain to stop the noise
Leaking out just like a faucet
Throw my life away
I tossed it in the trash where it belonged
And took the path straight to the doors
I went in search of all the answers
But I didn't have a plan
So I just looked for things you can't know
Started looking at the people
Circled round me sensing evil
Circled round me sensing evil

Take my inspiration
From all the ones that I know
I am an abomination
Just saying what I was told
Can't stop myself from pacing
Anxiety in control
Can't stop myself from fainting
They left me cold in the snow

Feel a thousand eyes on my back as I'm walking
Caught them
In the act and asked them why they stalking
Couldn't get an answer so I didn't bother talking
They wanna see me lying in a coffin
Pray the gods of fate don't try to halt ya
Don't fall into hate the pit of all the
Souls that have been sold it's truly awful
Only doing right because it's lawful
I can begin to see it in their eyes
I wanna scream out
But all I do is cry
They say I'm no good
But all they do is lie
Not doing no wrong
But I don't feel so right
Why can't I feel alright
(Alright)
What did I do now
(Nothing)
Why can't I feel alright
(Into something)
I feel abused now

Take my inspiration
From all the ones that I know
I am an abomination
Just saying what I was told
Can't stop myself from pacing
Anxiety in control
Can't stop myself from fainting
They left me cold in the snow

Take my inspiration
From all the ones that I know
I am an abomination
Just saying what I was told
Can't stop myself from pacing
Anxiety in control
Can't stop myself from fainting
They left me cold in the snow