Complicated

[Verse 1]
Imagination they confiscate it
I mean i've been thinking all night it's complicated
From the way that i'm paving and to the tears that are painting
The bigger picture that i'm walking in without any pain in
I got shit to lose like i got shit confused
Everyday i consume all my life in a few
Hours, man i'm a coward
And I got no powers i live in a tower
Away from sentiments, close to sentences
I think that i need to feel the syringes
A brain surgery, i know i will murder me
Of course i fight everyday when i know they never heard of peace
My best friend asked me "who that whore is"
Well that whore is a girl who gave me her clitoris
Doesn't know what love is even with a Thesaurus
Not the middle of everything her name is not Horus
But i can't really speak i don't know what dishonor is
I took advantage of a girl who seen a lot of these horrors
And i'm a bitch because i know my depression is enormous
But i guess i was way too weak the first time a girl approaches
Like yeah, i couldn't say no she was way too gorgeous
Yeah, uh, i got many reasons to sing this chorus

[Hook]
Love is complicated
Hate is complicated
Still don't know how my conscience made it
I'm getting lost like my compass's fading

[Verse 2]
I ain't been shit, game constipated
Congress gated, don't ask bout the constant hating
Dream bout my crowd at the concert waving
I'm on for waiting, never my son will make it
Never nominated, far from dominating
So i need something to compensate it
I'm writing this in class i'm concentrating
Cannot believe how much my time got consumated
So what about all the ammo in your guns you're wasting?
Cause you're racist, you're just a cunt i play with
So what the context painting?
My complex paving the way i cum on naked
Girls, with all the time all the concept's breaking
Motherfucker let me confess dame it
I don't come for amen, look for comfort aiming
At the top and winning that contest ain't shit

[Beat Switch]

[Hook]
Love is complicated
Hate is complicated
Still don't know how my conscience made it
I'm getting lost like my compass's fading

[Verse 3]
They told me to keep at ease
Complicating what's a breeze
I don't know if i'm wearing it or it's like heritage of the thing that i breathe
I hate the mask, i hate the mask, i hate that behind it i see the past
I hate the fact that i couldn't get passed
All of my life within just one old flash
A fist fight with the gun in hand
It fits right bullet in this man
I risk life you can't understand
I been the man the business man, once again little bitch you can kiss the hand (Lil bitch)
Talking bout my piece, yeah i speak so fluent
Talking bout the youth, yeah the truth i influenced
Rappers from my city that they think they can be Free D
But i mean that they need stop the weed that they flew in
Record that i'm ruling but you wreck it when you ruined
That's the kinda shit a motherfucker will be doin'
Do it like a duet, double the time
That mean i'm fucking motherfucker with the strenght of a nine
With the one you combine, all the hate that is mine
Fire from columbine, and the sun while it shine
I overdo like i'm over you
I act and rap like and Hova do
I got the shit you dream about
I got the chick you hang around
But mostly what will keep you down
I got the power i need now
Don't know you bitch, don't owe you shit, I saw your shit, the solution, is in my path
Can't tolerate, all of this fake, 'till older face, it's all your fate, to fit this mask
Scared to commit, i won't comment, like a commet, saw you coming, from far away
Ain't no goldmine, in my cold mind, and it's all mine, since the old time, won't find a way
Cause shit, dreams of being someone else
While i know people who wan be myself
Maybe one day i will just fly away
It's not with dreams that i will find a way