Guitar Kid

I've been lying to myself for so long
Pretending I am confident, pretending I am strong
But I'm so weak, I couldn't muster up the strength to wear jeans

But the photoshoot is soon, and I don't want to be seen
So being frozen in the yearbook is the last thing I need
I hope they edit out my acne, and most things about me
Or just scribble out my face, and censor my name

I'll do a pose with a guitar, and try to look like an artist
And if I had the choice, I'd have them make my name "Guitar Kid"
Cause I don't wanna be known or defined by anything but what my art is
But I'm ugly and I'm stupid, making ugly decisions
Like choosing not to lose weight, and choosing to get that little
Serotonin boost, when I eat more food
I think that Matthew will hate this body too