The Days After The Dreaded Taco Bell Breakdown

[Verse 1]
A few weeks ago I had a vision
I was bashing my head against the wall
I could see the blood splattering
I could see the chunks fly off
And I thought of my wrists
And the way they could kiss
And leave behind stains on my clean carpet
And I get tense and stiff
And I feel my lips
They're dry as fuck and waiting to be ripped

[Chorus]
I live in illusions
Until a cold chill finds my spine
I have been living inside lies

[Verse 2]
But I kept it all to myself
Not saying don't get help
I'm saying don't brag about how you can tie a fucking noose
Like it's cool
I hate this group
I hate your friends
Cause I'm hearing a lot of shit
That's making me mad
Bragging about how your parents got divorced
Mine did, too
It's not cool, you're not cool