Low life dirty rat

[Intro] 
How do I
Tell myself I'm better than

[Verse 1]
A low life dirty rat
Tell it, a lie twice
Baby, I'll get a third time
A better time at making myself
Look better
All the love, you're Eve
When I'm on my own
The wishing, you were never here
But it's in my face
You say you don't care
How do I take this out of here
When loving is all I ever wanted for myself
Loving not much of a given

[Chorus] 
Take my heart
Not the swipe right now
Tell me nay
It's your flop
You're losing me
Because you never knew me

[Verse 2] 
So I'll go back
And I'll ask why
I'm worst, her destination
Is it you on top of me
Is it two on top of me
Is it through, I'm on top of meaning
I need to top my healing
Devil it's why I am drawing these feelings
Thrumming these feelings
Asking myself no questions

[Chorus 2]
I won't be the type
To say I need this . . .
Therapeutically a sin
At least here . . .
Just to say that I was busy
I'll never be how I'll say
You're the one
You say it's therapeutic
Being one with my feelings
Asking what's the good feeling around here