Soured love

[Intro]
Sometimes I don't feel real
Most times I don't know
If it is happening
Or it is done
It is how you have my heart
Wrecking all the days
I be gone
Now it feels everything I say
If it is done
Help me see through it all
Without a why though
Help me see through it all
I think I'ma ride

[Verse 1]
I need to put my mind
Where it is right
I need to get my mind at the job lovers
I need to get my mind off the reasons
Oh, oh, oh
Why did I ever get this shit started
I thought I had a reason for starters
I'm stuck in my basement a bother
And I don't know if I can any harder
Cos I'm feeling like a stutter
Ah!
From the jump start, it was a order
Now it feels that
I am not going nowhеre without you
I need you here
Damn, I miss you nеar
Why you gotta behave so weird
Reaching for you across the tears
It is so bad
Feeling this way
I don't know if I can take it no more
It feels so bad, feeling this way
I want pain, just till I feel something
For starters
I want to be free
For starters
Honey, I just wanna think clearly
Nowadays
Vanity in me increasing
And it feels so bad
Everything I ever held back
Now it's driving me to tears
How can I get it out of there
Push back, push back
Writ her, reach out
She says it will be fine

[Outro]
All I need to do
Is to put my problems
Where they serve in the thrash
All I need to do
Is to put my worries
Where they serve right in the pain
I'm not winning
If you're not here with me
I need no validation but your love
My tears on chime
When I feel this way
I may just go around and say
I am waiting
I am waiting here with a broken heart
Ah!
I am waiting here with a soured love
Yeah, I am waiting
I am waiting here with a bottle open
And I am drowning every cork
That I ever shot at
Oh fuck