(I Can't) Let Go

Look into my eyes and tell me what you see
A vision; premonition; everything you want from me
A fix for now, is all I need. Tip the balance right
Justify. Crucify. Make me understand. I grieve
A prisoner. A messenger for all that I need
Desensitized. I realize, there's nothing left
Nothing to accept. Take from me. Take from me
There's nothing I forget. But everything I regret

Take, and you take. Until, there's nothing left
Strip away apologies. Consume my thoughts; my breath
My right. You understand my needs. But don't forget
I'm real. I'm real. I'm real. I'm real

It's trivial. You smile. I cry. You frown. I divide
Innocence. You drain. Detriment. Why can't I refrain
Unplug me. Take what you need. Open up the truth
Why me?! Why me

Infinity. I must confess. Another day that I forget
I can't understand that everything I command
Is it real or right? Don't look at me. It's not my fight
I project. You see right through me. There's nothing left
Why can't I let go?! Why can't I let go