Tha Feeling

[Verse 1]

Keeping my eyes on the prize manifesting my destiny
Even though this life keeps on testing me
I'm struggling against it, hoping that it don't get the best of me
Trying to do this music professionally
It's tryna get the rest of me even though I put my all in it
Keep it authentic, borderline schizophrenic
You losers need a clinic
'cause if you think you seeing my flow you must be tripping off of hallucinogenics
Even though I'm tired of living I still try and strive to be different
While I'm alive and kicking
Maybe my mind be tripping, the time is ticking
The lines are written Inside of scrolls that are tied and zippened
If you find the scriptures, unfold the scrolls
And behold a folktale that has yet to be told
The verbiage make it seems like the weaponry's old
But if you do the knowledge, the path will be shown king

[Hook]

Come and walk inside my shoes for a day
I guarantee you wouldn't wanna walk this way
They say it gets harder before it gets better
I'm losing my mind tryna keep it together

[Verse 2]

In case you ain't heard, I'm tired of life
Tired of being the good guy, and trying to do right
I don't smoke, I don't drink, I ain't on the block selling
I need to get a job, yeah I know stop yelling
January 2019 was a bad time
But that was the time that I wrote the bulk of these sad rhymes
I feel I had to capture what I was feeling
What I was thinking when I saw that fiery ceiling
Looking up at that dark smoke wondering why
The universe is shitting on me from way up high
Out of the whole apartment the room that I'm in burns
Whoever wanna do me bad now's your turn
I'm tryna keep it positive and find the lesson to be learned
Gotta work harder until the tables are completely turned
From bad to good, until we out of the hood
And we no longer have to get it out of the mud, how real is that

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Being forced to live out of hotel rooms and couch hopping
Got me ready to suit up like Al Sharpton
But in garbs that are way more felonious
40 got sticks like the legs of a boney MILF
But I gotta keep my mind out of the gutta and
Keep positive thoughts even throughout the struggling
My mother, and my sis and her five kids
Don't deserve to go through half the bullshit that they did
Got me feeling like BIG and Pac, I'm dying to live
Trump got us questioning survival and shit
Government shutting down, on top of this bullshit
No conspiracy theories we know who's the culprit
All because you wanna build a wall
That nobody in the country even wants to pay for
How the fuck you trying to build a wall around the border
When Flint, Michigan still needs water, you piece of shit

[Hook 2x]

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