Drowning

Geeno on the track!
I wanna know if there’s an ending to this shit 'cause it gets harder to breathe
I’ve been drowning in my thoughts, I’m suffocating in my memories
They try to tell me that I’m still tough even when I never feel enough
I’ve been drowning in my thoughts, I’m suffocating in my memories
Before I go sleep I hit a spliff and sip a 40
Drowning out the memories, the ones you had to show me
I’ve been double dosing stead of dosing, getting no sleep
Throwing back the drank until the drank decides to throw me
Did the do Si Do with all the demons, now they know me
Kept it to myself, there ain’t a soul that could expose me
Lean in with the soda, shoulders shrug, that’s twenty OZ’s
Now the picture switching, shit kinda like Adobe
I’ve been so alone, I don’t think anybody noticed
Had to tell my family that I love ‘em, so they’d know it
If I’m gonna leave forever, maybe I should show it
But I would never drop the bomb on them, I’d never blow it
I’m saying like aw, shit, I gotta be cautious
The way I’m talking like this too often it’s making me nauseous
I‘m saying, just stop this, how the fuck I cop this?
High like helicopters, I don’t wanna pop this
I wanna know if there’s an ending to this shit 'cause it gets harder to breathe
I’ve been drowning in my thoughts, I’m suffocating in my memories
They try to tell me that I’m still tough even when I never feel enough
I’ve been drowning in my thoughts, I’m suffocating in my memories