Fight (feat. Michaela Martin)

Hard Times have come and gone
A year felt empty left alone
So many things I wished was a dream
All I wanna do is pull my hair out and scream
A year filled with heart ache and loss
Hoping next year's better, fuck it, I'm the boss
I won't let the next end up like now
Too much has happened and I don't know how
A fake love to start the year
I feel fucking stupid it was so clear
It was always gonna end bad for me
But I had to smile, move on, let her see
She'll never meet a better mistake than me
Promise not to come back, bargain or plea
But this shit's not done son
Beginning of the story only part one
Had a piece of shit job that dragged me down further
Every hour spent in that hole was like murder
Bitchy people, dicks and bullies
Looking like thugs with flat caps and hoodies
Settle down my friends don't fret
This war isn't over yet
I gotta keep fighting on
Till all this fear is gone
I will fight, fight, fight
Till the end of time
I will fight, fight, fight
Till victory is mine
I can not hide
I can not run
I will stay strong till I won
All this shit in my head from a year just past us
Holy fuck the first few months were disastrous
No job, no love, no people to help me
Fuck sake my best friend just up and left me
Left me when I needed him, ain't that great
Ditched me for a girl once he got a date
I did the very thing I could to support him
But against someone like her I'd never win
All this I could handle with a plum
If I didn't go off and do something dumb
Met a girl and fell in love you see
But I look back at this rather fondly
Walking around with a big grin on my face
All that changed when she said she wanted space
When the next part happened I was frozen to stare
When she told me bout the baby that was no longer there
I cried for a week needing a friend
Wanting a gun so this pain would end
But fuck this year wasn't all bad
I made new friends at helped when I was sad
So fuck fake friends there's the door
I wanna talk about good time some more
I won't lose this fight if I smile
This war might last for a while
I will fight, fight, fight
Till the end of time
I will fight, fight, fight
Till victory is mine
I can not hide
I can not run
I will stay strong till I won
Every year can be horrible, feel like shit
But it can also be great if you can think about it
Don't focus on the bad, think of the good
Think of all the things you wouldn't change if you could
For me it's my friends I would say
We're a crazy, weird family
Moving house, changing jobs all good things
My baby in a better place with wings
My family all with good health
Love and support is the true wealth
This year may have brought the end of some cons
And we lost so many famous icons
I shall take it all in my stride
And look back at this year with pride
So many lows with the truth and the lies
But nothing compare to the highs
I shall leave you all with this
A message you can't miss
All things must change for us to grow
Life will get better I hope you know
You're story's not done, it's only begun
So never give up until you've won
There it is, victory's in sight
I won't give up till I've won this fight
I will fight, fight, fight
Till the end of time
I will fight, fight, fight
Till victory is mine
I can not hide
I can not run
I will stay strong till I won
I will fight, fight, fight
Till the end of time
I will fight, fight, fight
Till victory is mine
I can not hide
I can not run
I will stay strong till I won
I can not hide
I can not run
I will stay strong till I won