Meditate

I've been sober for about three weeks and honestly, I don't think that shit is for me
I need some smoke going through my lungs cause all I've been doing is overthinking
I've been trying to calm down but I haven't found a way
I've been looking around but I haven't found a place where I can sit down and meditate
So, I can reconnect with myself again

They try to bring me down, they don't want me to succeed
I know one day I'll make it out, they just have to wait and see
Cause I know that day will come when they want to be next to me
When that day comes, I will know who was trying to save me win

I keep my circle close, I don't need more friends
Cause I know most relationships tend to end unless it's genuine
But I have my doubts, people tend to treat me like a clown

I've said it before, I live day by day, people don't get what I'm trying to say
If I die, I die, but I won't die with regret
I've been living to the fullest, that's the only way

I know I ain't perfect and I never be
I know I've been wrong and that's fine by me
But with your concern about the path I've chosen
I've learned to hear first my emotions

Cause they seem to know it all, but they don't know anything at all
That's why I won't listen anymore, I'm ready for what's waiting for me in store

They try to bring me down, they don't want me to succeed
I know one day I'll make it out, they just have to wait and see
Cause I know that day will come when they want to be next to me
When that day comes, I will know who was trying to save me win