Cry Me an Ocean

[Verse 1]

These days it feels like there's nothing I can really say
Trying to find the words but I slip up on what I keep at bay
I'll keep it to myself I don't wanna know how you'll react
About the fact that I still love you
Know they say that damage attracts
I'm hearing different things, different sides to every story
Who did who wrong I don't know but now I see no glory
No longer on God's throne I think you got cast from the Heavens
But old traits remain every angel likes to teach their lessons
Be not afraid I think I'd rather run away and hide
Everyone's watching get away I can't stand all the eyеs
Waiting for me make a move you gotta pick a sidе
How can I reach out if it feels like my hands are tied?

[Verse 2]

Walking on this tight rope I think I'm gonna slip
Shark infested waters but I'm begging for a rescue ship
This ocean's vast and stormy and the waves are only on the rise
But I know why it's from you feeding it with all your lies and yet you
Tell me you love me, why did you leave me all alone?
Then you tell me you need me, when you call me, on the phone
But girl I refuse, I think I'm just done believing your cries
Bridges were burned and now it's my turn, to lie
About how what you did to me I think I still feel all of the effects
Everyday I wake up praying that I break your codex, wait
I guess I was supposed to lie
Guess I'd rather tell the truth
No harm is done in being honest except how it doesn't soothe