CREATURE OF MY HABITS

Creature of my habits
Father figure never really had it
Grew up average, insecure,
Face in my mattress
Wasn't one for the dramatics
And I'm still not
Never been a fan
Of a big box store
Christmas shopping down at big lots
Still deny prescriptions
I don't wanna be another
Person in my family forced to pill pop
Rest In Peace pop pop
Only drugs I stuck to as a kid was
Weed and hip hop
I got big fists
And big watch
Third leg
Longer than your plans of action
Calculated moves lead to greater satisfaction
Hardest path yields the strongest
Man or woman
Bold enough to grasp it
I just prayed for patience
Practiced like I would
If I done had it
Moves been automatic
State my cause
Got this reaction
Look at the laws
I been attracting
Like
Thank you God
That she attractive
Thank you God...
Chills lie awake
While the whole fucking room spin
I spent years
Thinking bout all of my loose ends
Only one there
Every time I need or do shit
Middle finger up
Like ain't nobody do shit
Chills lie awake
While the whole fucking room spin
I spent years
Thinking bout all of my loose ends
Only one there
Every time I need or do shit
Middle finger up
Like ain't nobody do shit
Reach in the box of magic
Lack of attachment to the masses 
Questions started for me during catholic masses
That the school was having
Tried to maneuver
Skipping school like bueller
Pussy got me fucked way more than having tutors
Juevy problems, shin splints from the razor scooter
When I was 13 being bullied
Justin bieber ran with scooter
Ain't finish school
Still come get schooled by thoughts fool
Spill thoughts a blank page
Conversate with a dark room
Mind reaching new elevations
look at the view of you
And look at what a mess he's making
What do you dream of every night
Inside your basement
Are you actively creating
Or looking up just to heaven waiting
Thinking how this feels like death
But also Dream of changing things
Is that an amazing thing
Or is it all just make believe
Tell me why we give
so much power
To those who don't use power
To change things for the people
They want crazy things
Chills lie awake
While the whole fucking room spin
I spent years
Thinking bout all of my loose ends
Only one there
Every time i need or do shit
Middle finger up
Like ain't nobody do shit
Chills lie awake
While the whole fucking room spin
I spent years
Thinking bout all of my loose ends
Only one there
Every time i need or do shit
Middle finger up
Like ain't nobody do shit