Closer

You met
You baited
I took it elated
Thrilled me with promises
I fucking bought it
One day it shifted
The curtain it lifted
Replaced by a demon
Reality sinks in

Sorry
But your mission is through
I'm broken
I'm borrowed
I'm used

Closer and closer and closer
To losing my way
Closer and closer
To losing my faith
Closer and closer and closer
To all of your ways
Closer and closer
To fading away

Say you're sorry
Didn't mean it
You're not that guy
You're pissed off
Just trying to express how you feel
Then once turned too many
Got comfortable with hurting
Chose silence
No way for me to heal

Im sorry
But your mission is through
Im broken
Im borrowed
I'm bruised

Closer and closer and closer
To losing my way
Closer and closer
To losing my faith
Closer and closer and closer
To all of your ways
Closer and closer
To fading away

Closer and closer
Got me closer

Dear Lord
Please get me safely home
I can't do this anymore