Lost by myself

[intro]
Often, I feel
I can't trust no one here
I feel fucked up in my head
Its still fuck love till the end
In reality I am

[Chorus]
I'm lost in the end, no I need you some more
No I can't pretend I don't love you anymore
Every time you come around my heart gets destroyed
And it hurts to admit I don't need you anymore
Everything that I've been doing I've been doing by myself
I don't really need no body having fun by myself
How the fuck you say you love me but can't say it to yourself
Floating in my abyss I don't need no body else

[verse]
Its crazy when you tell me you don't love mе no more
And I still wonder why we don't talk anymorе
Feeling hopeless then a bitch like I'm lost in a storm
You tryna runaway but i can't be ignored
Yeah, taking some pills with the liquor
When my heart gets cold it helps me out, but it lowkey make me bitter
And I ain't gon' lie I ain't gon' kill myself it don't make shit better
And I ain't gon' like I lowkey need you here cuz you make me better, pick my head up
Yeah and you know I'm trapped in your soul
Yyou can't runaway no more
I need you to hold me close
I need you baby don't go

[Chorus]
I'm lost in the end, no I need you some more
No I can't pretend I don't love you anymore
Every time you come around my heart gets destroyed
And it hurts to admit I don't need you anymore
Everything that I've been doing I've been doing by myself
I don't really need no body having fun by myself
How the fuck you say you love me but can't say it to yourself
Floating in my abyss I don't need no body else