Everything, Pt. 2

What you want from me
I use these drugs to cure the pain that I can't see
I'm losing faith
I don't know what to believe In
Heart on the defense
Don't got no friends
And I don't need them
Jumped in the deep end
This pain is inked in
Could tell just by my rhymes
I got a reason
I really be geeking
Yea I really be geeking
She love when I go deep in
I use to love her
But she playing mind games
Now I don't trust her
Man I gotta get far away
I gotta go
Yea I gotta get far away
I gotta go
I sip on some heavy drink
Heavy drink
I sip on some heavy drink
Heavy drink
I'm dealing with heavy pain
Heavy pain
I'm dealing with everything
Everything
I swear won't do that shit again
Shit again
I won't do that shit again
Won't do again
I won't do that shit again
Won't do again
I won't do that shit again
Won't do again
I done spent nights in the rain
I tried to vibe with the pain
Close friends turned they back
Then say that I changed
You know my body
But don't know my name
I can not fuck with you niggas ya lame
Ain't no teach me the game
So I bet not hear no one making a claim
Or I'm riding all black like Bruce Wayne
Aye yea yea wait
Fronted when I was I down but she want me now
Get out my face I got money now
I don't fuck around with no fuck arounds
I don't want sex I want open mouth
I bet she anything for some clout or the right amount
Aye wait yea hey
I made it outta the mud
Now they want come and show love
they see that I be with plugs
Cuz told me what this shit was
But I cannot act for no buzz
Fuck all the drama
I just want commas
A house for my mama
I'm tired of wondering if that was fireworks or if these niggas was letting off choppas
I sip on some heavy drink
Heavy drink
I sip on some heavy drink
Heavy drink
I'm dealing with heavy pain
Heavy pain
I'm dealing with everything
Everything
I swear won't do that shit again
Shit again
I won't do that shit again
Won't do again
I won't do that shit again
Won't do again
I won't do that shit again
Won't do again