Infidelity

I always look at the screen
And see the guys who seem perfect to me
And I wonder why I don't have
A handsome guy who'd be more friends
I'm obsessed with romance
But nobody seems to feel it as intense
And I question my own sanity
And if someone will think I'm lovely

Lovely

Am I loved, is it what I thought when all the perfect couples are looking at me
Feeling enough is quite hard and I don't feel home in this society
And all my best friends, have those who love them, but I can't find relatability
When I'm used to infidеlity

Now I can't watch romcom's
All they do is tear me apart
Or thеy make me think of my ex
And remind me how they used me for sex
No wonder I think I'm not enough
When no one showed me a bit of love

No love

Am I loved, is it what I thought when all the perfect couples are looking at me
Feeling enough is quite hard and I don't feel home in this society
And all my best friends, have those who love them, but I can't find relatability
When I'm used to infidelity

And that's what I got
And what I deserve is, people who hurt me
And all I achieved is a liar in the sheets and
I'm not believed in, when I say I'm crazy
And is that a bad thing, when I stop pondering
And see them set the norm, make my life a storm
I hate couple goals, to me it's just folklore
They must be faking, am I a pro in hating
People who hate me, as that's everybody
As I'm not lovely

So am I loved, is it what I thought when everyone keeps looking at me
Feeling enough is quite hard and I don't feel home in this society
And all my best friends, have those who love them, but I can't find relatability
When I'm used to infidelity