Tuesday Night

Tuesday night
Just wanted to go out and have a good time
Didn't ask for all this extra bullshit in my life
Like a devil by my side
Whispers curses to make me feel like I want to hide

I can't relate to anyone
I can't seem to get it through my mind
No one looks to me to make their day bright
And I realize why
I've got a fossilized brain
I wish that I'd never came
But every Tuesday night it's always the same

Tuesday night
Can't take another awkward silent car ride
I'd much rather just stay the fuck inside
I wish that it wasn't like this
But every time I get home I feel like I want to cry
I want to die

Everybody hates me
At least I feel like they do
That's quite alright I would too if I was you
If it was just me no one would ever come
I'm an alien to everyone
I'm my father's son

Tuesday night
I've looked forward to it every week of my recent life
But as of late I feel it's not worth the strife
We make the PA overdrive
And every wrong thing I say just cuts my heart like a rusty knife
Would you like a slice

I'd much rather stay in the car until we have to play
I wouldn't have much chance to dull everyone's day
Lock me in the trunk
Roll me out when it's time
Cause when I go to sleep I start to weep every single Tuesday night