Suffer With a Smile

Well it's hard knowing you're so great
Gotta clean up all of my mistakes
Guilt and shame me straight
No, it's not right you're never wrong
But I guess that's how you prove you're strong
It's narcissistic fate
I'm sorry maybe
I'm sorry maybe
I'm sorry maybe
Got a grip on my control
Took my power and stole my soul
But it's not too late
Can't force the peace you destroyed
Sorry my truths got you annoyed
Why are you so irate?
I'm sorry maybe
I'm sorry maybe
I'm sorry maybe
Well I know that I feel nothing if it starts a fight
And I guess in your position it just makes you right
But I know that you feel guilty, it's just not the time
That's why you project on me and make your bullshit mine
As long as I suffer with a smile
Make your delusions mine
I can bask in your good graces until I cross the imaginary line
Grown from toxic insecurities served on a silver spoon
A place where love is bought and conditioned
Born and raised
Packaged to consume
Well it's hard knowing you're so great
Gotta clean up all my mistakes and
Guilt and shame me straight