My Flowers

Give me all my flowers while I'm here don't let em die
In my mind I cannot lie got thoughts of suicide
Late at night I cannot close my eyes I'm sleep deprived
Missing homies feeling lonely got shit on my mind
Lately feeling like no one on my side need you to ride
Need some real love Don't tell me it's a crime
Tired of being in the dark I feel it's time to shine
Dealing with my problems head on ain't tryna hide
I gotta keep pushing
Like I'm benching lifting weights
Middle finger fuck ah Jake
Every single day it felt I had another case
If they come back round my way no Tay-K I'm gone do The Race
So high up in space sometimes I couldn't feel my face
I Was tired of feelin pain I jus wanted to get away
Can't leech off of no nigga gotta touch my own pape
Been running through every base tryna get to home plate
If you wasn't there for me when I was down ain't no shake
You ain't my crodie no fake
When I blow up imma tell them niggas fuck up out my face
You wasn't there when I was struggling
Missing love from granny need a hug again
My uncle dying in the crib was troubling
Tryna wash my sins away need suds again
Probation got me stressing need that bud again
The shit you did can't go under the rug again
When I blow I know they gon come flooding in
Say you for me nigga why you judging then
Down bad on my ass ain have ah Jefferson
I'm gon stand my 10 I never needed friends
Ain't have a single dollar I was meeting ends
Blackout with no liquor never needed gin
See right through the fake bitch I don't need ah lens
You see I'm damaged if I'm bogus leave me then
Can't count how many times that I repeated sin
Sometimes I be happy I can't even grin
Sometimes I be hurt but I can't even quit
Certain pain I cannot let go
Chit I was building wit niggas was broken no Lego's
So broken I couldn't pull up to his headstone
Bitch I be preaching on beats like my second name Creflo
Mfs putting words all in my mouth like it's crest though
I got it in me don't make me come step like sum prestos
If I do nigga then you better take off no jet though
You better call yo yo set though
Tryna have green on me like a gecko
Play you before you can play me I'm not a cassette hoe
Give me all my flowers while I'm here don't let em die
In my mind I cannot lie got thoughts of suicide
Late at night I cannot close my eyes I'm sleep deprived
Missing homies feeling lonely got shit on my mind
Lately feeling like no one on my side need you to ride
Need some real love Don't tell me it's a crime
Tired of being in the dark I feel it's time to shine
Dealing with my problems head on ain't tryna hide