Visions

Are you living full of doubt
You wanna live as someone else
Self esteem been taken down
By no one other than yourself
I shout!
Wake up angry with the taste still in my mouth
What you say out loud you brain believes
So turn it all around
You expect to reach your distant goal
Believe it in your inner soul
So count to fail because you'll fail
But when you do don't piss and moan
You dig your grave, your letting go
Imposter syndrome fills the hole
Foundation has so many pits
Enough to scare a trypophobe
I compare myself to who I was a year ago
Don't care, don't dare
The thoughts that wouldn't help me grow
I compare myself to who I was a month ago
Don't care, don't dare
The thoughts that wouldn't let me go
Visions in my eyes, it's keeping me alive
This is where I stand, ain't afraid to take a chance
Giving up the trash, the fate is in my hands
Living up to me, to test what I can be
Visions in my eyes, it's keeping me alive
This is where I stand, ain't afraid to take a chance
Giving up the trash, the fate is in my hands
Living up to me, to test what I can be
I'm comparing myself to peers now even though
I talk down to myself-deprecation be the death of me
Compare myself to strangers that I've never known
Turning everyone that's seen as more into an enemy
Now your phasing out the center piece
Became the thing you'd never be
What started as a blessing
Turned the corner to a dead end dream
It's not that way
Don't let it be
It's my brain
It's what I'm telling me
Don't fortune tell your own defeat
You tell yourself your destiny
I compare myself to who I was a year ago
Don't care, don't dare
The thoughts that wouldn't help me grow
I compare myself to who I was a month ago
Don't care, don't dare
The thoughts that wouldn't let me go
Visions in my eyes, it's keeping me alive
This is where I stand, ain't afraid to take a chance
Giving up the trash, the fate is in my hands
Living up to me, to test what I can be
Visions in my eyes, it's keeping me alive
This is where I stand, ain't afraid to take a chance
Giving up the trash, the fate is in my hands
Living up to me, to test what I can be
Visions in my eyes, it's keeping me alive
This is where I stand, ain't afraid to take a chance
Giving up the trash, the fate is in my hands
Living up to me, to test what I can be
Visions in my eyes, it's keeping me alive
This is where I stand, ain't afraid to take a chance
Giving up the trash, the fate is in my hands
Living up to me, to test what I can be