Cycles

I've been slowly spiraling down the same roads again
Where the past and future tense are all that I'm living in
I'm buried deep inside my head
You'll never see me. I barely exist
But the more it seems I live and breathe
I feel too much of anything
I'm breaking down, I want to get out of here
But I'll ride this out until it all seems clear
From the looks of things, you'd think i never felt this way
Control always loses me
But life is disaster when you're swallowed by reaction
And the burden of recurring disease
I'm buried deep inside my head
You'll never see me. I barely exist
But the more it seems I live and breathe
I feel too much of anything
I'm breaking down, I want to get out of here
But I'll ride this out until it all seems clear