Tired

I don't believe in myself
I don't have any faith
I believe in love,
But I'm still getting hate
I cared too much about you
Sometimes I lose my mind
When I see the way you had to
Fracture all my heart
I spend a lot of time
To figure out what it takes
I'm trying to become someone
My family would find great
I hide from my emotions
I smile like no one cares
We're part of an illusion
Where we're trying to pretend
I'm not a perfect person
I know i never will
My soul is my own prison
I want to get away
I'm tired
I'm tired
So tired
My parents a lways told me
To stay away from trouble
But trouble always finds me
In my lonely darkest moments
I'm tired
I'm tired
So tired