Captive

[Verse 1]
Again I lay on the floor of my room
I assume to resume thought of my doom
And I'll bring myself to tears again
Because my biggest fear is having to adhere
Just like all my peers from those high school years

[Verse 2]
I walked around in circles for 20 long minutes
Or maybe it was hours, about as likely as her flowers
But I couldn't stop crying when I thought I was done trying
I didn't see much else to life but dying

[Verse 3]
And once more I felt alone
A true color shown
A heart with no home
A captive bird
That still hasn't flown away
To find new homes every single day