No Reason To Try

It’s exhausting pretending that I’m fine
All I’ve wanted for 6 months is to die
But I can't eat, I can't sleep, I just can't find
A way to say ”I’m doing great” that isn’t a lie

It’s so hard to get out of bed every say
I work so hard but I never get paid
When I’m home all I do is cry and try not to say
“Ive had enough, I’ve had enough, this is my last day”

Why can't I find a way to make it through this life?
Why are the reasons for living so hard to find?
Coach is saying “get up” but I’ve already lost the fight
For the love of God, just let me die

Let me die and Rest In Peacе
I don't need you to tell me what to do
Don’t tell mе how to feel or how to act
If you arent here to help, I don't need you

My friends are gone, my family hates me
My sister never wants to see me again
Why can’t I find a reason for trying
Every day is worst than the last, damn

I don't care about my money, or the things I buy
Not my clothes, or my phone, or my games, or my bike
My videos stop being fun to make
My fans say I’m great but I know that’s a lie

When it’s my time to go
I won't run or hide
I’ll welcome the reaper with open arms
And let him know that I tried

It’s time to let me go
It’s time to say goodbye
There’s no reason to go on
There’s no reason to try