Fly

Don't like the way that I look
I don't like the way that I feel
I'm acting like everything's cool
But maybe it's time I start keeping it real
I thought about killing myself
I thought about ending it all
I thought about standing on top of my building in Brooklyn
And seeing how long it would take me to fall

I'm scared
And I'm losing my patience
I wanna feel weightless
I hate this
What's up?
Eh, don't know why I'm so fucked up
It sucks
Eh, maybe I'm over-dramatic
But I'm just keeping it real
I'm not always okay
I don't know how to deal
I wish I had someone to give me some love
I wish I had someone to give me a hug
I'm sick of the liquor I'm sick of the drugs
I wish I could just stop fucking up

Dear johnny be honest
You can change if you wanted
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's nobody else that's just like you
Dear johnny be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're going to hear this song
And laugh because you've stayed so strong

Got a brother I know that I don't call enough
Hey, baby boy, what's up, I miss you so much
Got a father that raised me when shit got tough
We don't really know how to talk about stuff
Got a mother I ain't seen in eighteen years
Just know that I forgive you there's been too many tears
I hope I don't get any other
With this chip up on my shoulder
I think it's time I switched it all up

Dear johnny be honest
You can change if you wanted
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's nobody else that's just like you
Dear johnny be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're going to hear this song
And laugh because you've stayed so strong

I'm falling away
From everything that's ever brought me down
I am the sound
Now
I'm falling away
From everything that's ever brought me down
I am the sound
Now

Dear johnny be honest
You can change if you wanted
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's no-one else that's just like you
Dear johnny be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're going to hear this song
And laugh because you've stayed so strong

I feel better already!
Yeah
Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest
Wow!
Thank you for listening
Thank you for being a part of our life
Shout out to Studio G
Shout out to Brooklyn
Shout out to Venice Beach
Shout out to Pam the cat
Shout out to Jolena Dark
And we're to eleven
Yeah, love you
This is a family
This is MCID