The Eternal

My life opens out
Into a deep and glowing silence
I break through the wraths of light
One after the other, forever faster

Now the silence wraps me in its material heat
Thicker and thicker, warmer and warmer
As I melt into the eternal

Everything accelerates
Everything becomes lighter
Everything finishes
I am no more

Everything brings me back to who I am
I have everything to do
I feel. I see. I touch
I hate myself

My inner being stands up in front of me
It stares at me. It's me. I stare at it
I look myself staring at myself