bubblegum

It's hard to be me when nobody understands
What it takes to make the means justify the ends
I don't have a future full of love and friends
That's why I'm chasing clout
Taking every chance I get
Now I'm falling apart
Was it worth it in the end
Nah I don't give a fuck
Looking back on all the time I've spent

All the voices in my head got me messed up
I wanted to fix this but I fucked up
Breaking apart trying to get my hopes up
I'm tired of losing but I just can't stop

I don't care about the truth
All I wanted was to stay with you

I wanted to talk to you but I was too shy
Tell you I love you
That my heart is on fire
When I'm with you
I don't want to cry
Now I sit at home and I just want to die

All the voices in my head got me messed up
I wanted to fix this but I fucked up
Breaking apart trying to get my hopes up
I'm tired of losing but I just can't stop

I just can't stop
I just can't stop