trauma

I don't know what I'm feeling
I want to keep my heart beating
A broken kid in a broken home
Always left out but never left alone
Tears are shed when you feel pain
But all my tears were shed in vain
Sticks and stones did break my bones
But I'm not sure if I can make it home

I'm not sure if I can make it home
My trauma keeps me from moving on
I carry scars, they can't be seen
Scars that keep me from who I'm meant to be

Who I'm meant to be
Who I'm meant to be
Who I'm meant to be
Who I'm meant to be

I remember a time when I was free
Of this curse you put on me
I learned forgive and to endure
Why do I still feel insecure
The reaper lurks, he wants to take
My life has always been at stake
I want to fight, I want to live
It doesn't matter what I have to give

I'm not sure if I can make it home
My trauma keeps me from moving on
I carry scars, they can't be seen
Alright Mr. Panickypoo
Fuck it

I'm not sure if I can make it home
My trauma keeps me from moving on
I carry scars, they can't be seen
They can't keep me from who I'm meant to be
I'm not sure if I can make it home
My trauma keeps me from moving on
I carry scars, they can't be seen
They can't keep me from who I'm meant to be