Honto No Watashi
hontou no watashi
shiranai kuse ni
wakatta you na
egao misenaide
chikaku ni ite mo zutto issho demo
rikai mo sezuni naishin uzagatte
kyou mo bunan ni sukareru you ni
kidzukeba konna iya na yatsu ni natteta
hontou no watashi wo
aishite kureru hito wa iru no kana?
gomen ii ko janakute
zurukute
damashite
kowarete
kitai ni kotaerarenakute
gomen dekisokonaide
yowakute
dasakute
kusatte
moyuruha miserarenakute
soredemo yasashii no wa nande?
kazoku to ie do kotonaru inochi
kitto zenbu wa wakari aenai yo
usotsuku watashi enjiru watashi
darega mitatte iya na yatsu de saitei da
hontou no watashi wo
shittara kitto suterarechau kana?
gomen ii ko janakute
netande
atatte
kowoshite
watashi de nayamasete shimatte
gomen dekisokonaide
tsuyogatte
ikigatte
moratta kokoro wo yogoshite shimatte
soredemo yasashii no wa nande?
mune hareru koto
ima wa mada nai keredo
dekitara yoronde kureru kana?
ah
gomen kawaikunakute
mitame mo seikaku mo kiraide
kagami mo mitakunai kurai
watashi ni kamawanaide
hanashite
hottoite
butsuketa
itte wa dame na kotoba mo
soredemo atatakai no wa
gomen ii ko janakute
zurukute
damashite
kowarete
kitai ni kotaerarenakute
gomen dekisokonaide
yowakute
dasakute
kusatte
moyuruha miserarenakute
soredemo yasashii no wa nande?
donna watashi mo tsutsunde kureru
tomemo ooki na
ai wa arimashita