Garden (feat. Wave)

Oh, excuse me if I don't get up, but I'm all worn out.
Yes, I've had a hectic few days with an old friend who just blew into town.
He's one of those earnest souls who insists on doing everything for himself.

I really can't believe the studio is my bedroom.

West coast killer, two told me it's a metaphor.
If I can't see my homies then, tell me what is heaven for?
Kickin', fightin', screamin' while I'm knockin' up on heaven's door.
Like let me in, Ima need to get some more time with these people I been missing.

More time with these people I been missing.
My mind off the docks, I been fishin'
Swear to God, I'd tell them all if they could listen.
More time with these people I been missing.

More time with these people I been missing.
My mind off the docks, I been fishin'
swear to God, I'd tell my grandpa if he could listen.

Take apart my feelings just to push it to the side.
Baby, you don't understand the ways my mind can work sometimes.
And I never got excuses, I just blame me till I die.
And I will not have regrets if I just have you by my side.

Have you by my side.
I can't even comprehend the feelings that I hide.
I can seek the meaning of the pieces that I speak.
If things were meant to be the same, the change is hard for me.

I can name a million things that do not mean a thing.
I can sing another love song just to see the spring.
In the way that it hurts when I sing upon days
Where I speak on the haze of my birth
When the time seems to break
I'm at stake with the war in my head.
I'm alive, I'm awake, and that's great.

I don't got the time anyways.
Plenty of time just to waste and that's fate,
like the verse burning down with the waste that I hate

That's okay.
That's okay.

That's okay.
That's okay.
I'm in pain.
I'm in pain.

I'm in pain.
That's okay.
That's okay.
That's okay.

That's okay.
That's okay.