Control

Sometimes in this life we don't even know what love is like for real
We just want someone with us here when we're lonely, lonely, lonely still
Lonely cause we had our hearts real broke Lonely and our hearts so cold
Hoping you're the one for me this time But there's nobody here by my side

I'm feeling alone once again, I'm feeling alone once again
My heart is so cold once again, it won't unthaw once again
Hearts so cold in Antarctica, woah, yeah
Stuck in suburbia, stuck in a land Stuck with dysphoria, don't feel good again

I need euphoria once, once again But I'm with the devil, yeah the devil wants that dance
I really was trying to call on the angels I was really seeing how she move from different angles
I could scope it out with a sniper rifle Now I gotta rely on my bible
I really had some shells for my rifles I was tweaking and I admit

And I'm just missing a whole lot of loving A whole lot of loving, I admit
I just wanna be on your love Your love is my drug and it make me sick
And it make me feel so good And I think that I can't quit it
I'm addicted, this is crazy And if I did that crime

And if I did that time Just know baby I'll get acquitted
I'll get acquitted cause I can't even be in love with you no more
You're for everyone, I just want someone that's not about anyone else
Please put your attention all on me

Codependency, controlling is what they call me
But I'm not trying to be in control, okay, yes I am
I am control once again in my head like damn
You are so perfect and so beautiful and curvy and so worth it

And I hope that this love here is working But it's never never working
Think the love got laid off