Green Squirrel in Pretty Bad Shape

West coast sunrise
Looking at your new clothes and brown eyes
It's been four years since I last saw you like this
In my mind you were one of my favorite vices
I fall back to you like I never left
Sing lines about you I can't forget
Bad habits looking back at me
And alone at the ocean doesn't do it for me

Wish I could take back times that I pushed you away
Choked up and leaving you, I'm so sorry
Forgive me not, forget me please
It was just a dream, it's just that

I start to think that we're just different people
But then I let you in on things that no one knows
And I'd say anything to get you out of your clothes

Those nights back in '15
Oh, we'd lie to your family
Getting older now I think
Maybe they were right about me
This can't be it

Wish I could take back times that I pushed you away
Choked up and leaving you, I'm so sorry (I'm so sorry)
Forget me not, forgive me please
It won't mean anything, it won't mean anything

Hey, I know I'm a fucking mess these days
Don't do anything but sulk and sleep
But maybe we can talk this through
Or I'll change something

And I'm so sorry
And I'm so sorry

Those nights back in '15 (and I'm so sorry)
Oh, we'd lie to your family
Getting older now I think (and I'm so sorry)
They were never right about me
Let's start again