More Than It Hurts

Bullet proof, terrified
Fragile, fortified
Nothing without my weakness
I’m strongest at my weakest
So low, So high
And I
Try to quit but I stay
Running in circles
Cause I can’t run away
Is it worth it if it’s working
Then I can’t really say
If it’s good for me
Or just good to me
But It’s good to me

I’m put together just to come apart
I’ve learned I love better with a broken heart
I need it like a blessing hate it like a curse
But I love it more than it hurts

Give it up no control
Try to save myself
Just to sell my soul
I love what I’ve lost hate to lose
Lost track of who’s using who
I pretend you don’t but I know you know
I pretend you don’t but I know you know

I’m put together just to come apart
I’ve learned I love better with a broken heart
I need it like a blessing hate it like a curse
But I love it more than it hurts
I face the fire just to find the flood
I’d give anything to fix it but it’s in my blood
I guess what doesn’t kill me is the pain i serve
I love it more than it hurts