ivy

I’m sitting here alone in my dorm room
You left like seven hours ago
But still I’m pressed ‘bout you
Cuz I don’t think that u felt it too
Now I’m parked up on a Monday
We haven’t talked since Thursday
Wonder what you’re doing online
Ya ya you mess with my pride
Why can’t I be you?

Oh I don’t know why i’m stuck on a boy who don’t want me
My mama says I’m lovely
And ooh someday you’ll regret that you never came running
i really hope you love me by then

I’m jealous of the world
And I’m jealous of the way you moved on in half a day
I’m jealous of the girl who’ll end up with your last name
But I swear you’ll never see that day
And I know it’s bad for me to hide it
I live with thoughts I tried to fight it
But damn I’m so unlucky
So damn lonely

Would you know this?
I go through hell and back
I try
It’s like holding onto leaves on a tree in the fall
I just want spring round me
Is that too much?

Oh I don’t know why I’m stuck on a boy who don’t want me
I don’t think that I’m lovely
And maybe someday you’ll regret that you left
Cuz this song makes you worry
I guess it’s kinda funny