Self Destruct

[Chorus]
I close my eyes, try to make it out, I'm never feelin' fine
Traumatized, givin' everything I have to feel alright
That's a lie, end it, I've still got no peace inside my mind
Yeah, I might, gettin' worse so I'll just push it to the side

I close my eyes, try to make it out, I'm never feelin' fine
Traumatized, givin' everything I have to feel alright
That's a lie, end it, I've still got no peace inside my mind
Yeah, I might, gettin' worse so I'll just push it to thе side

[Verse 1]
So many cuts and they've been bleeding from thе heart
Try to pull myself together cause I always fall apart
So, don't tell me that you know me, I've been down right from the start
This is everything I have but I've been trapped inside the dark

Try to pull my heart back, this is all I ever wanted
I've been feeling down bad, run away so I don't fight it
I'll just stab my own back, self-destructing til' I'm dying
(But I'm all that I have, but I'm all that I have)

[Chorus]
I close my eyes, try to make it out, I'm never feelin' fine
Traumatized, givin' everything I have to feel alright
That's a lie, end it, I've still got no peace inside my mind
Yeah, I might, gettin' worse so I'll just push it to the side

I close my eyes, try to make it out, I'm never feelin' fine
Traumatized, givin' everything I have to feel alright
That's a lie, end it, I've still got no peace inside my mind
Yeah, I might, gettin' worse so I'll just push it to the side

[Verse 2]
Swear I'm never gettin' better, every day's been getting worse
So, don't tell me that you know me, I'll just end up in a hearse
Wish that I could go back, I don't know if that'll help
But it's worth a damn shot when I've been stuck inside Hell

Try to fix me, but it won't work, hope you'll miss me
End me, if I don't get better, hope it kills me
Envy, always in my head, it won't get rid of me
I can't reach for suicide if I'm feelin' empty

[Pre-Chorus]
(I close my eyes, try to make it out, I'm never feelin' fine)
(That's a lie, end it, I've still got no peace inside my mind)

[Chorus]
I close my eyes, try to make it out, I'm never feelin' fine
Traumatized, givin' everything I have to feel alright
That's a lie, end it, I've still got no peace inside my mind
Yeah, I might, gettin' worse so I'll just push it to the side

I close my eyes, try to make it out, I'm never feelin' fine
Traumatized, givin' everything I have to feel alright
That's a lie, end it, I've still got no peace inside my mind
Yeah, I might, gettin' worse so I'll just push it to the side