I'm Not Ok

Now, I don't wanna tell all those lies like the other guys
But that's the only way to keep your eyes on me every night
I don't wanna sit here and cry 'cause I'm not your type
But tears always falling from my eyes seems what you like
You say you want a man, but only want me when I'm wanting
You say you want the truth, but you come closer when I'm lying
You don't really like it when I'm just tryna be myself
Someone always tryna please you, being someone else

You only make time for me when I'm not feeling okay (okay)
I'm only a sight to see when I'm not doing so great, well

I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I'm not feeling great, not feeling great, not feeling great
If that's the only way you're ever gonna stay
Then I'm not okay, okay?
I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I'm not feeling great, not feeling great, not feeling great
If that's the only way you're ever gonna stay
Then I'm not okay, okay? (yeah)

I'ma play the club, but I'ma keep it on some drinking shit
Cocaine on my bed sheets, so I don't fall asleep
'Cause I don't wanna wake up in the morning seeing that you left
And I don't wanna find out online you with someone else

You only make time for me when I'm not feeling okay (okay)
I'm only a sight to see when I'm not doing so great, well

I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I'm not feeling great, not feeling great, not feeling great
If that's the only way you're ever gonna stay
Then I'm not okay, okay?
I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I'm not feeling great, not feeling great, not feeling great
If that's the only way you're ever gonna stay
Then I'm not okay, okay? (yeah)

If that's how you like it (if that's how you like it)
I know you could buy it (know you could buy it)
Ticket to my session (to my session)
Guarantee you'd be there front row (in the front row)

I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I'm not feeling great, not feeling great, not feeling great
If that's the only way you're ever gonna stay
Then I'm not okay, okay? (no)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I'm not feeling great, not feeling great, not feeling great
If that's the only way you're ever gonna stay
Then I'm not okay, okay? (yeah)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I'm not feeling great, not feeling great, not feeling great
If that's the only way you're ever gonna stay
Then I'm not okay, okay?