Corrupt

Hi there my name is Corey
I'm not like everyone else I'm sorry
But I do smoke weed and sip lean
More than anyone I love feeling stress free

And go to sleep for eternity
And never wake up
Knocked out like a drunk
Is that a crime to feel what I feel inside
I've been like this been waiting to die

When I was just a boy
12 years old thought the world had more
My dad ditch me for drug galore
And my mom always causing an uproar

Mental illness is killing me slowly
Bullied in school but no one believed me
Said I made it up and started doing the same thing
So when I say that I hate the world
I swear
When it burns
I'll be on the highest peak
With a penguin next to me
Sipping jack black a tab on my tongue.
And a blunt is all need
Sorry family but I want to be left alone
Everyone did me wrong
So I left my soul on this lonely road

Don't even know how I got here
I forgot can't remember
I wish I can do that for the one in my mind who sits and rots
It's better when I smoke pot
My head through the clouds
I can't feel my thoughts
Don't care about my body let that shit rot
Tie it to a knot
Hang from a slipknot
I won't fucking breathe
Hole in my head From this loaded m16

Eyes red I'll called that high on life
I can't even lie
A part of me died
Past shit hard to describe
And even right now I'm died inside
But I'll never leave you side like I'm Clyde
On the drugs and I'm chilling enjoying the ride
And my feeling I put them all behind
In my mind
Drug addict
Forgive me I picked up the habit

....Woah that's was deep....