The only one

I can't be the only one
Who's burned their eyes staring at the sun
The pressures to much and I wanna run
Tried to fight it but the darkness won

I can't be the only one
Who's burned their eyes staring at the sun
The pressures to much and I wanna run
Tried to fight it but the darkness won

Therapy don't work anymore
I feel worse when I leave
Some of these thoughts lately have been hard to believe
Family says I'm not acting like me
I say whatever that means
Chest feels tight when I breathe
Probably the anxiety
A slave to the pain I fear I'll never be free
What a tangled web that I weave
At night alone I drop to my knees
Then beg, scream, cry and pled for something or someone
Whatever is out there
To give me guiding light
Cuz I know that the path I'm walking isn't right
Try to sleep at night
But me and my demons fight
Wish I could see it but there's no happiness in sight
I'm normal in my head
Most the time I wish I was dead
Always thinking the little things that was said
This heart got stomped to many times now I'm seeing red
Gonna make this coffin my permanent bed

I can't be the only one
Who's burned their eyes staring at the sun
The pressures to much and I wanna run
Tried to fight it but the darkness won

I can't be the only one
Who's burned their eyes staring at the sun
The pressures to much and I wanna run
Tried to fight it but the darkness won