The Softest Blade

If only I could be the person I was meant to be
I'd show you all the things that I may not always see
Left here in my mind without any dreams to comfort me
As long as I'm alone, my heart will bleed

What do you feel when I can't change your life
What do you feel now that you've torn us apart
What made you think that I had gone too far this time
You've just sent the softest blade to the center of my heart

The way a word can kill will always be there to haunt me
Reminding me just how something I want can never be
Why do I make you run from the shadows in my mind
Misled in thinking that its cruelty to be kind

What do you feel when I can't change your life
What do you feel now that you've torn us apart
What made you think that I had gone too far this time
You've just sent the softest blade to the center of my heart

Laying down at night is something I don't look forward to
Cause all the thoughts I have seem to all become of you
I'd hoped that you'd be there so I'd have someone to hold
Now in your touching way, you've left me standing in the cold

What do you feel when I can't change your life
What do you feel now that you've torn us apart
What made you think that I had gone too far this time
You've just sent the softest blade to the center of my heart

What do you feel?

I still love you...