what i need

I've
Wasted my time
Correction I've realized
That it's on me to be clear to you
To tell you how I'm feeling
And you
You're gonna know what I need from you
In hopes that I can still meet you too
I need to know I can feed you too
Or not
Just need to clear my conscious
Seems like misunderstanding
Maybe you didn't know where I was standing
It turned out to be so demanding
You didn't know what you had to handle
My fault
Now my insides throwing tantrums
My demons here and they riding tandem
My ups and downs hit me at random
My heart strings holding me for ransom
I fold
It could've been avoided
I know I should've voiced it
Energy can be so voiceless
Still learning to line up my choices
How could you believe me
If you can't hear the way I'm speaking
So let me show you the way I see things
And when we on the same page is when I'm peaking
My god
I've
Wasted my time
Correction I've realized
That it's on me to be clear to you
To tell you how I'm feeling
And you
You're gonna know what I need from you
In hopes that I can still meet you too
I need to know I can feed you too
Or not
Just need to clear my conscious